tired
scared
no reason to be scared
does that mean anxious?
okay, anxious.
Anxious about my anxiety
wanting the next time
i see him
to be now.
Breathing
Wondering if i should call now
Waiting
Next time
the phone rings
could be him.
Hope lights up
I can breathe for a second
Wait for the shout
It's him
I can feel it
No call,
No him.
Just me and an empty tomorrow.
